Feeling Lost and Alone
I feel Lost and Alone
August 21 2023
Today I was feeling a little bit lost and alone. I don’t know where I am heading in my life. I don’t know what my future looks like. I have an autistic teenager at home and my life is mostly revolving around him. I wake up with a lot of energy and strength to prepare healthy food for him and my daughter. But what will happen in a few years from now? I don’t know. How will my life look like? I don’t know. Where will I live? I don’t know. These questions create a lot of uncertainity and insecurity. I feel lost and insecure.
So now, how can I make myself feel secure? I can trust God and believe that he will only do the best for me.
Also, I realised I was feeling alone because I didn’t have anyone to talk to – and I made it mean that something is wrong with me if I don’t have anyone to talk to.
I decided to change that belief and I realised nothing is wrong with me ever. I can be my own best friend.
Being my own best friend means non-judgmentally listening to myself, validating my emotions and motivations for doing what i am doing.
My Learning to Share
I always believe we come alone and leave this planet alone. All the relationships we have in this lifetime are just acquaintances. Everyone will move on and live their life when the time comes. Just trust in God and surrender to him!
Also, be your own best friend! ❤️
Is there any point in your life when you felt alone? How did you come out of it?
Let me know your thoughts..
I also had the same feeling and shook the hands with him and did some of his duty for him. And that’s when he showed the real world around me and it was beautiful. It was like playing a game. The God comes for us when we open our heart for him. He is the one who is helping us even though he has been playing the same game in the highest version. It was like I can’t do all this alone and scheduling some works and testing us whether we are loosing the hope or not. Pray with the bottom of the heart and he will always be there. All I need was discipline and acceptance.
True Tamil! Thank you for sharing your thoughts!
A small story :
While birth God has given only one duty for us to fulfill in our life. While living if we fulfilled that duty he will take our life back. But it comes with a play. He has some terms and conditions. The duty should be completed with those terms and conditions. So 1st our task is to find his terms and conditions and then only we can know our duty. And again his game is very smart, whenever you find one of his terms and conditions, there is duty for that terms and conditions too. So now while fulfilling our ultimate duty, we have to fulfill the duty for the terms and conditions too. Now when one fulfills his ultimate duty, god will take his life and he finds the solution for our duty, places a terms and condition for that duty in his algorithm. So the game will never finish and it keeps on growing for one cause.
Support : Good or bad. It’s those terms that you keep. You know why we believe in God because his terms and condition is so pure, that even if you create a term and if that term aligns with his purity, he will include those terms in his terms and conditions.
1.Do not fear for the rules.
2. Do not fear for the duty.
3. Do not fear for the end.